wow i actually really dont think i want to be here any more very scared yay

also when brook goes to uni what am i actually going to do i only pretend to be a strong person

i really think that me and my family are at a point now where we can’t recover

and i make things so much worse because i can never keep my mouth shut and i always say the wrong fucking things and it makes everything worse and i can’t think of one person right now who would actually need me because i really do just fuck things up and make things worse and i can’t say that enough because it’s true i am such a fucking idiot and i dont really know why i deserve anything today

i used to have this absolutely horrible irrational fear that when i was in bed i would suddenly appear in the ocean and not be able to get out and it’s decided to come back and its ridiculous but im still scared

WHEN WILL PEOPLE STOP PRETENDING TO UNDERSTAND AND ACTUALLY TRY TO UNDERSTAND INSTEAD I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE JUST STOP

keznire:

semi transparent nirvana

i miss having scars

why the fuck do i actually miss having scars

takshammy:

feferilyoddparents:

but mUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUum

can someone translate this i dont know british

I’ll do my best
*ahem* AY YO MA

(via imjakestimpson)